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Friday, June 18, 2010, 1:31 AM
I realized that after being in a relationship for so long, I tend to find myself feeling lonely and bored very easily. However, i'm happy that I still have tinge of independence to be able to chill, shop, and eat alone.After watching the movie P.S I Love You eons back, it struck me that I should not be over-reliant on others for my happiness and joy, but I do fall into the category sometimes. Guilty as charged. It scares me to know that I might suffer at the end of the day for depending too much on them (parents, siblings, boyfriend, & friends).
Just last weekend, a day after my brother left for Philippines, I went to my baby cousin's cukur rambut with my parents and I didn't realize that while I was helping myself to the food, I almost wanted to turn to tell 'my brother' that there was sweet & sour fish, his favourite. I also took 2 cold drinks and return to the table to realize that I was the only child for the day. That actually dampened my mood, but I'm lucky enough to have noisy uncles and aunts. They perked up the atmosphere around me again.
Also, the stone days when the boyfriend had to leave me for 2 weeks, a month, and whatnot, I became aware that I hate night time. I have a tendency to feel super lonely as the sun sets when I know that any of my loved ones is away for a period of time.
On the other note, the World Cup fever is not getting to me (yet or never). It's a pity cause when I was in Malaysia, it was showing almost everywhere! Hotel, malls, airport.. I sure don't deserve it when I know that my fellow SG-ians are facing inconvenience back in homeland. Hehe. Besides that, I definitely had my fair share of fun & relax time during the trip. Initially I was nervous and couldn't sleep the night before I flew off cause it was my first all girls trip as my dad's policy and regulation had always been "must have at least one boy". As soon as I reached T1 and met the girls at 10AM, I was pretty excited and already a little bit prepared to be so called adventurous. Now, I like all girls trip! 'Cause girls being girls, we are more organize, understand each other better, and the room always smells good! Haha.
Oh yes, i've received an e-mail from my TA school stating "Please report to the school on 6 July 2010 as 5 July is Youth Day school holiday. I will meet you in the school office L2, at 7am." Curious, I e-mailed them back to enquire if there will be any meeting that I need to attend before TA starts, and I got "No meetings dear. Thanks for checking out." reply. Haha.. I'm so happy that I would want to have a dosage of Marble Slab tmr! :)
