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Saturday, April 05, 2008, 12:16 PM
Mary's Song
Today's Saturday. the atmosphere is filled with dolefulness. it's going to be a damp, gloomy day though the sun is shining beautifully. i'm down. thanks to the boyfriend's departure to Taiwan tonight. It is pretty lousy to feel this way on a Saturday. I need to pull myself together before meeting him later for the last time before he flies off. ): Mother is going Malaysia later today and I have to fetch my brother from his religious class at 6pm, the boyfriend is driving. So settled. I've been sleeping very late these past few days because I felt that I was back to square one every night. I refuse to share the misery within with anyone, I know I'm being selfish. And I also know that listening can be tiring. I don't know what to do on weekends. All i need is your hand to hold mine.There is melancholy in the wind and sorrow in the grass. - Charles Kuralt I've cried buckets this week and I'm not exaggerating. We have been spending time the last 4 days together, even if it is less than 5 hour on most of the days. And yesterday, we spent our 23rd monthsary by taking the Singapore Flyer. Also, I realised that it totally makes a difference to have an understanding and patient boyfriend. Really. I'm moved by how he handles situations this week and how he has been my crying shoulder. And now that shoulder is going away, forcing me to be that strong person whom I've yet to get used to. It has been rocky for the past week and I still feels traumatise every now and then. The new phase of life that I'm facing now after Diploma and him being away (Brunei & the search for Mas Selamat), & is going away again tonight, has been bringing down the vibe. But we managed to pull through and now we (me) are/is recovering and going strong again. I just hope I won't feel worst later on. take me with you baby? ): I really hate waking up in the morning when I know that the day is drawing near, it's downright depressing. I think and worry too much. Sean Kingston's gig at MOS this coming Tuesday, I won't be going, so I helped Siti to sell away the tics. STC's Food and Fun Fair on the 19th, doubt I'll be going too. I'm missing him already. I hope this nightmare will end soon. The feeling is amazing, especially when it's down to hours now. After all this time, you and I I'll be 87, you'll be 89 I'll still look at you like the stars that shine In the sky, oh my my my... |