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Sunday, April 06, 2008, 8:05 PM
far away
at this very moment, I don't know if it's the cramp or am I having a tummy upset? my nose has recovered from being dry and peeling, from all the nose-blowing and tissues for the past few days. but every time when I'm alone & start to think of him, or when he calls me for a 10 min chat, tears will sting my eyes again. i slept late again last night cause i felt uneasy and my body felt warm. i want to go for a pedicure after a zillion years. but i don't know if I'll make it out of the house with this cramp (OK, now I'm very sure that it's cramp and not a stomach ache). and also, I'm having second thoughts about it, no idea why. i love waking up to the sun beaming down from the sky cause once the sun sets, i feel lonely and restless. i don't know if you get what i mean. dear God, please give me strength.apparently, i look fine on the outside. only God knows what is going on deep inside of me. and it seems to be taking a toll on me emotionally, it's tough to say that I'll be OK soon.
Siti's belated 21st birthday bash @ Downtown East on 29th March.
The state that I am in right now, I'm definitely not smiling like that in the inside.
My laptop or the book is where I go to when I need to seek comfort. Slowly.. but surely, everything will fall back to place. Anyhow, more pics from the birthday bash. The bbq marshmellow is orgasmic! love it.
Nevermind that the bash was 2 weeks after her birthday, we still had a great time catching up. And thanks for the good food (:
And this particular picture makes me smile cause he was actually too shy to make the same action as the panda.
I wanted you to stay,
cause I needed to hear you say
that I love you
But the whole point of forcing him to take this picture is because I think they look pretty similar. Hahaha. I'm safe for now, he's in Taiwan. (;
OK go.